My grandma just told me I’m “being too racial” and I “keep getting worse and worse.”
I told her I just don’t wanna go through my life ignorant as fuck.
I need to move out of this house. ASAP.
I’m done with hearing that my friends aren’t my family and the jealousy because I’d rather spend time with them than my actual family.
I’m tired of hearing ridiculous racist garbage from everyone who loves me.
I’m tired of being told to “stop being so sensitive” when I call them on their bullshit.
I’m so mad that white people, who’s ONLY black friend is me, refuse to take my advice on how to do a little mixed girl’s hair. And say ew, that’s dirty when I tell them they shouldn’t wash it daily.
I’m annoyed at bad ass kids who aren’t made to listen when they’re told to do something.
I’m really upset that my car is fucked up.
More mad that I have to work in the morning. Even more furious that I only have 8 hours this week.
Fuming that I’m sleeping alone tonight and every night.
And sad because I’m not sure what I can really do to change any of it.
True Religions on my ass, a walking blessing.
Things girls look for in a boy:
•Fighter of the Night Man
•Champion of the sun
•Master of karate and friendship for everyone